Hmmm, I thought it was actually a long time since I've had a vivid dream, but it's actually only been 2 months. It seems consistent with my record of thought recycling (if you go along with the theory that dreams are actually the recycling of thoughts). This one seems a bit different though, I couldn't stop thinking about after it happened.
I'm backstage with somebody I seem to have gotten to known. She's been stalking or following this super-star guy with a sort of fanatical crush feeling that many fans have with this guy. Well it seemed that the both of us had been working to get her backstage. She with her aspirations to meet this "perfect man", and I helping her out of good spirit, the goodness of my heart, and the happiness I get from seeing her happy. He finishes his stage event which seems to be just a Q&A period about him from fans to him. He stands up waves, but just as the crowd starts cheering and clapping, my friend backs out, or gasps in shock. She's turning BACK to a mermaid?
When was she a mermaid?! Oh yah, I just remembered, she's saw that "perfect man", and I was just a guy that could help her achieve her dreams. Well her dreams seem to have been shattered as people will think her a freak if anybody sees her. She can't walk, so I carry her out of the theatre on my back , and lucky me it's by a lake/river (medium sized body of water). We both jump into the water, and she swims off my back, and I swim to a shore edge (no beaches).
She pops up out of the water again, and it's a full blue moon. She's sort of speechless, sort of depressed looking, sort of wanting to say something, but she couldn't. I don't know why, but I thought she was the most beautiful thing I've seen. It then dawned on me that we went through great hardship, and great success to get her so close to the "perfect man." However, I realized that I'd do it all over again just to be with her, and feel that all again. For unknown reasons, I move closer to her, embrace her and I'm about to kiss her. I'm doing this all on my own, willingly, and I meant it. When I kiss her, I realize who she really is, I've known her since I was young.
I wake up instantly though because in reality, I just remembered that L's mother invited me to see a performance by their family this thursday. Unfortunately, I can't go because I stupidly allowed my summer end gathering with my current friends move to this thursday instead of friday.
I'm backstage with somebody I seem to have gotten to known. She's been stalking or following this super-star guy with a sort of fanatical crush feeling that many fans have with this guy. Well it seemed that the both of us had been working to get her backstage. She with her aspirations to meet this "perfect man", and I helping her out of good spirit, the goodness of my heart, and the happiness I get from seeing her happy. He finishes his stage event which seems to be just a Q&A period about him from fans to him. He stands up waves, but just as the crowd starts cheering and clapping, my friend backs out, or gasps in shock. She's turning BACK to a mermaid?
When was she a mermaid?! Oh yah, I just remembered, she's saw that "perfect man", and I was just a guy that could help her achieve her dreams. Well her dreams seem to have been shattered as people will think her a freak if anybody sees her. She can't walk, so I carry her out of the theatre on my back , and lucky me it's by a lake/river (medium sized body of water). We both jump into the water, and she swims off my back, and I swim to a shore edge (no beaches).
She pops up out of the water again, and it's a full blue moon. She's sort of speechless, sort of depressed looking, sort of wanting to say something, but she couldn't. I don't know why, but I thought she was the most beautiful thing I've seen. It then dawned on me that we went through great hardship, and great success to get her so close to the "perfect man." However, I realized that I'd do it all over again just to be with her, and feel that all again. For unknown reasons, I move closer to her, embrace her and I'm about to kiss her. I'm doing this all on my own, willingly, and I meant it. When I kiss her, I realize who she really is, I've known her since I was young.
I wake up instantly though because in reality, I just remembered that L's mother invited me to see a performance by their family this thursday. Unfortunately, I can't go because I stupidly allowed my summer end gathering with my current friends move to this thursday instead of friday.
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