Yet another couple of dreams that I remember, and a bit random in terms of timing for this block.
November 25, 2004
I'm on some sort of mission, on gathering information. I achieve this by doing a lot of running around, dodging people and obstacles, taking the shortest route possible, and sneaking around places where I shouldn't be. It's a long time ago, as in within the past 30 years. I am about done, but I have to leave this time for another. In addition, I'm not apart of human society, nor do I feel human. I find a garage to open, close and barricade myself in. I didn't barricade myself though because I thought there was nobody around. However, there was a young girl who came in, not very old, perhaps a child, but very young and innocent. She asks me if I'm blessed because I am surrounded by a soft white light. I tell her "I am not of this world." and I disappear back to another reality.
I'm back in another time and it seems to be the same procedure as I stated above, it's modern or current times, and still I'm not back in my own reality. I did everything as the same in this time, as the previous, but when I was running to leave, that girl that saw me disappear so long ago had made me her obsession to find me again. She tracks me again (since she is incapable of chasing me) to the same place she saw me many years ago. This time I barricaded myself in since she was trying to see me again, and she's a woman now with influence on people (specifically media and government intelligence agencies). When she does find where I am, as I'm waiting for dumb superiors up wherever they are to get me off this rock of a planet, she bangs the garage doors that seal me in, and yells for me to open it up. I tell her that I can't because I am not meant to be remembered.
"I'm isolated from the reality that is life, death, and time."
"PLEASE, Why do you have to be alone all the time! You're not isolated as you think you are!"
She starts crying and sobbing behind the garage door. I felt touched that she cared, but I couldn't tell her why since I myself didn't know why I was always isolated. "It is because nobody has the courage to show they cared." She seemed to have stopped crying, and was perhaps surprised or pondering what I said. I could tell though that she still wanted to get close. I was touched by this, but I could only feel her heart for a moment before I was to disappear, and I realized that it was a dream because I'm not really so alienated as I think.
When I returned to wherever I needed to go back to, I noticed that the place itself has no belonging in Time and space. Also I'm still alone since my instructions are actually just timed events, and I don't even have superiors.
November 6, 2004
Last night though I had a weird dream, and it's probably induced partially from watching Betelgeuse yesterday at YAMA. It has to do with a crush I've been having too, since she and her friend were boarding a subway (although it's like on Rosedale or the other subway stations that aren't underground) I was watching them board, and then I find myself appearing sort of to the front right side of her (she's sitting with her friend, and if she were to look forward and to the right, she'd see me). She turns my way but doesn't notice me and looks out the window. Outside looks like Lantau island, if you take the tour bus or a van around the roadways of Lantau (but this is a Toronto subway!) Anyways, her friend gets her attention to look to the other side in front, which is a nice scene of the mountain ranges in HK. If I was existant she'd see me blocking her view, but I wasn't blocking her view. I was non-existant in the reality and just watching over what was going on. I woke up to my bro popping a movie into the dvd player and setting the music on very loud. So that's where it ended, but it ended right when I realized nobody saw me, or I was already dead and gone sort of.
November 25, 2004
I'm on some sort of mission, on gathering information. I achieve this by doing a lot of running around, dodging people and obstacles, taking the shortest route possible, and sneaking around places where I shouldn't be. It's a long time ago, as in within the past 30 years. I am about done, but I have to leave this time for another. In addition, I'm not apart of human society, nor do I feel human. I find a garage to open, close and barricade myself in. I didn't barricade myself though because I thought there was nobody around. However, there was a young girl who came in, not very old, perhaps a child, but very young and innocent. She asks me if I'm blessed because I am surrounded by a soft white light. I tell her "I am not of this world." and I disappear back to another reality.
I'm back in another time and it seems to be the same procedure as I stated above, it's modern or current times, and still I'm not back in my own reality. I did everything as the same in this time, as the previous, but when I was running to leave, that girl that saw me disappear so long ago had made me her obsession to find me again. She tracks me again (since she is incapable of chasing me) to the same place she saw me many years ago. This time I barricaded myself in since she was trying to see me again, and she's a woman now with influence on people (specifically media and government intelligence agencies). When she does find where I am, as I'm waiting for dumb superiors up wherever they are to get me off this rock of a planet, she bangs the garage doors that seal me in, and yells for me to open it up. I tell her that I can't because I am not meant to be remembered.
"I'm isolated from the reality that is life, death, and time."
"PLEASE, Why do you have to be alone all the time! You're not isolated as you think you are!"
She starts crying and sobbing behind the garage door. I felt touched that she cared, but I couldn't tell her why since I myself didn't know why I was always isolated. "It is because nobody has the courage to show they cared." She seemed to have stopped crying, and was perhaps surprised or pondering what I said. I could tell though that she still wanted to get close. I was touched by this, but I could only feel her heart for a moment before I was to disappear, and I realized that it was a dream because I'm not really so alienated as I think.
When I returned to wherever I needed to go back to, I noticed that the place itself has no belonging in Time and space. Also I'm still alone since my instructions are actually just timed events, and I don't even have superiors.
November 6, 2004
Last night though I had a weird dream, and it's probably induced partially from watching Betelgeuse yesterday at YAMA. It has to do with a crush I've been having too, since she and her friend were boarding a subway (although it's like on Rosedale or the other subway stations that aren't underground) I was watching them board, and then I find myself appearing sort of to the front right side of her (she's sitting with her friend, and if she were to look forward and to the right, she'd see me). She turns my way but doesn't notice me and looks out the window. Outside looks like Lantau island, if you take the tour bus or a van around the roadways of Lantau (but this is a Toronto subway!) Anyways, her friend gets her attention to look to the other side in front, which is a nice scene of the mountain ranges in HK. If I was existant she'd see me blocking her view, but I wasn't blocking her view. I was non-existant in the reality and just watching over what was going on. I woke up to my bro popping a movie into the dvd player and setting the music on very loud. So that's where it ended, but it ended right when I realized nobody saw me, or I was already dead and gone sort of.
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