Friday, June 20, 2003

*wakes up anxiously* GEEZ, what's with this, I haven't had dreams like this for a very long time.

On to the dream, that was soo real, all my senses were immersed in the dream (meaning I'm completely clueless of what's around me in reality).

I'm in my home, doing something. Sana, Aida and Meerna, are all in the house too. Either they are studying, or they are eating and talking. Except for Meerna, she's standing. She's dressed normally, with the exception that she has a bright pink cardigan T-shirt, and her hair is straight in a pony tail (Okay, so I like girls with straight hair and pony tails. That I know). Anyways, she faces away from me, and falls backwards (like those trust tests you do with your partner, and the partner is suppose to catch you). I catch her with her shoulder falling to my hands (arms extended), and that shows me how much she trusts me, but it was still distanced by my arms being elongated in that fashion. I pet her on the head, and run my right hand down her hair. I do this about twice, and she seems to like it very much. I go back to trying to be a good host or study (anything outside of Meerna and I, seem blurred still).

Meerna once again tries the test again! This time I catch her earlier and closer to me (her shoulder fall into my arms, and so that my left hand is on her left shoulder, and her right shoulder is at my chest). This time she's a bit more coy, and grabs me by the right arm (wrist), and walks me out towards my garage. During the small trip through the hall, the grip of her hand changes from a tight grip on my wrist to warm holding on my right hand. We get to the garage, and she lets go of my right arm. She holds my face, and she wants to kiss me. I lean forward and kiss her. That's where I woke up (pt of contact with the kiss) because this was WAY TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, and WAY TOO REAL for my liking.

Sunday, June 15, 2003

Well it's been an extremely long time since I've had any vivid dreams. Actually last night I had 2. The first one was probably just a re-enactment of me being Mr. Smith from The Matrix Reloaded. I get attacked by 20 of him, and instead of being infected, I find that I can multiply too. Cool. I wake up, and that's that.
The 2nd dream really freaks me out though. I'm back in the setting of the Anime Inu Yasha. >.> <.< Okay, what am I doing here? There's a ninja, all in black, but he's running away from a bunch of guards (sucky ninja if he actually was seen, but then he shouldn't wear black in broad daylight). Anyways, he trips, and the guards (in red too?) surround him. There's a scuffle of spears, and the ninja is killed, along with a few other guards. I pick up one of the guards spears, and go off to a lake. I see Inu Yasha dog paddle his way towards a very tiny island (I'm suppose to go there too). I know I had got the spear to help me run over the water, so I start running first across the water, then I use the spear to continue my flight across the water. I joke at Inu Yasha, saying "Hey, you're fast, why don't you do this? Too afraid? Hehe." Anyways, as I continue my flight to the island that is about 6m across, the water changes from its clear dark blue to an opaque brown, and the water is bubbling too.
When I get to the island, there is a bowl in the middle containing violet opaque liquid and a floating empty broken egg shell in the middle. I'm unusually anxious here (fear of an air raid type anxious), and I am impatient for Inu Yasha and Kagome to get here. Inu Yasha gets here, and I wonder how he got through the water, as I think there's monsters under the water. Kagome gets here in a boat with Shippo around for company. Inu Yasha is suppose to drink a little bit of the violet liquid, which will tell him something about himself (specifically about family).
Anyways, I'm on the look out for anything bad with a crossbow, while Inu Yasha sits infront of the nest contemplating on what to do. The owner of the nest/bowl is a violet coloured phoenix. o_O How is this measely crossbow going to go against something like that?! Anyways, that wasn't my concern, at the current moment, it was a violet coloured translucent blob of slime advancing over the water towards us that Kagome pointed to. I fire my first bolt at the blob, and it just absorbs the bolt. I fire a few more times, and they're all absorbed. I take out my gatling crossbow and hail it with 10 shots.
Anyways, I stopped to not waste anymore ammunition, and I try getting at the blob with the spear I have, Inu Yasha is poking his finger in the soup of violet liquid, Shippo is in a panick, and Kagome seems frozen with fear, or just blankness. Anyways, the blob pulls me over the edge of the island, and I fall into the brown opaque water. I reach out to get back to the surface, and I'm pulled up by both Inu Yasha and Kagome, but I'm also yelled at by Kagome for my clumsiness. I apologise, and recall that I was pushed in, not pulled by the blob. I realize that the blob can not be on land, but it would like to devour me while I'm still in the water. So I pull myself up out of the water, and I also pull myself out and awake from the dream.