Saturday, January 15, 2005

Yet again, a weird dream passes me by. This time, it was a nightmare AGAIN.

The dream I'm quite sure came from Revolutionary Girl Utena because it relates to the Black Rose duels. In addition it probably relates to one of the levels in Halo 2 where you're in a city shooting around in a city (but it was 2 weeks ago that I played that game with my Best Friend).

I'm at the top of a tower, it's a beautiful day wherever I am. I go into the elevator to head back down to the surface, It looks like the elevator I take down from my apartment, but after the door closes, it shows up as a shabby, rickety, crate that is the size of about me and could be mistaken for a coffin if it were used as such. So it starts to go down slowly, as I get comfortable with the small space. There is still light entering from the outside as the wood is not well sealed, and I enjoy the light that seeps through. Unknowingly though, the elevator accelerates, and I just realize it and sort of I am in a bit of fear, and start hitting away at the door. I suddenly feel a jerk and I feel the elevator drop with gravity, I panic that I'm going to hit the ground and die of course. The elevator finally hits the ground, but I'm not dead, and the elevator is okay. I open the door, and the elevator maintains it's dangerous look. When I'm outside, I'm outside the provincial government building (aka Queen's Park). Although it's not day anymore, and the sun has set far enough such that there are long shadows everywhere. There's nobody around too, as if everyone ran away from the city. The first thought into my mind right now was "Sniper's paradise" and I get the feeling that it's dangerous in the city. Spooky, and dangerous. I start running to downtown so that I could hope to find people. Downtown is always busy right? Well this place is very quiet, and very empty. In addition it's not dusk here, it's dawn. My thought about this place, "Ambush paradise". By this time, I'm completely freaked out by the absence of people, I feel very scared that there is danger waiting for me when I enter the valley of the Downtown streets (like machine gun men, and snipers again <-- see a pattern!).

However, despite the dangers, I've still noted that the sky is clear, the settings and risings of the sun are frozen in their most beautiful of times.